Loneliness

I don't know what it is, but the past few days I've been feeling...lonely. I mean, there are people around me, all day, everyday, but it's an emotional loneliness. I don't know why it's happening know, or why it's even happening! I want that perfect friend. The friend who's shoulder you can cry on without feeling embarrassed. The one who you know will keep your secrets safe, and will always be there for you. D= Sadly, I don't even know if those kind of friends exist in my world. I miss Jessica and Rebecca. They were awesome friends! They don't even write me anymore though... I miss Kristen too. I mean, it's not like we ever did much together, but it's just weird having her gone. And I don't want Trevor to move out either. The other night he hoped up on my bed and we chatted a bit. It was very nice. I don't know who I'm gonna go talk to when both Kristen and Trevor are moved out. They used to talk to each other, but the only sibling I really have to talk to now is Brielle. Trevor assured me that I can call him anytime! XD I guess I'll just keep praying, and waiting, and hoping this bout of loneliness will pass. Soon.